you said you was happy when i took my first step.
but you made me felt unhappy.
when i see that you don't have initiative.
sigh.

baby, i don't even know if you get to read this.
just want you to know , in the midst of the night waiting for you.
is not loved, not easy to pull through.
it's so late already.
when you are downstairs with them.
do you know that i am sitting here alone in the living room.
wishing you were thinking of me too?
and would call me to at least make me feel its worth my first step?
tell me what to do.

i am very upset.