Sunday, April 08, 2007
has been a long time since i last blog eh?
many tings happen lah.
last few days spending my weekends with bf.
watching diff movies & play tv games.
learn how to play chinese chess. im so dumb luh! =.=
last few days wer happy lah.
i thought today will be happy also.
but it didn't.
was raining heavily & we went cwp.
quarreled again over smth i swear i didn't.
i have nth to say.
just don't like ppl acuse me over smth i didn't.
even if i've done wrong that u cant trust me,
also don't have to go overboard like.. in the public?
a sinner who makes a sin doesn't make him a sinner for the rest of his life.
when i feel that i have nth to say, i felt helpless.
i want to help myself i don't even know how.
i tried to explain things but to no avail.
it makes mefeel so suffocating so painful.
i know you pain also. but i wanted to help what can i do?
when are we going to stop all these.
i wanted to ask ourselves.
aren't we tired of this?
suspecting, guessing, accusing or misunderstanding?
we have any happy moments.
but the angry emotions are nearly covering every happy moments we had.
i have nth to say.. really. =(
everything is so gd about you that i love and tolerate.
but attitude.
after everything we quarrel about, i went to look for joan.
waited for her to end work.
was like so lonely luh.
i hate it.
you saw me alone in th mall and sent me back to metro.
and u just walk away.
whats the point of sending me back there?
looking at joan work and u left.
why cant i walk around?
i don't know how to handle our quarrels already.
ach time we quarrel i would just keep quiet.
becos thats the only way.
no one will listen when they are angry.
blog til here.. sigh.
im getting old. everyday frown.
posted by: Jasmine @ 10:20 PM
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