Monday, April 09, 2007

3.10am.. i off the comp.
went to the room.
lie on the bed.. tried my best to fall asleep.
i look at my phone.. the pictures we took.
the messages from you.
i cried louder and louder.
i cried profusely.
i couldn't stand my heart aching.
i wake up. switch on the com again. just to blog.
i wanted you to know i need you so much.
i couldn't close my eyes bcos everything is you.
i get used waking up seeing u by my side.
i get used to receive sweet msg from you every night.
today felt so empty.
you dont feel it. you are sleeping and i wanted so much to hear your voice.
wanted so much to see you now.
letting you see me in this situation.
in the living room by myself crying and blogging.
miss you badly and im alone.
you dont even know it.
i didn't expect it to be so painful...
how can you make me suffer like this. ='/

posted by: Jasmine @ 3:43 AM

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